I have the same diffidence in my feelings that most public speakers have, and am apt to think that others can speak better and more edifying than I can.
1897, w:José María de Pereda|José María de Pereda, translated by William Henry Bishop, s:Cletos Proposal to Sotileza|Cleto's Proposal to Sotileza (an excerpt from Sotileza'')
"I was passing by," he began to stammer, trembling with his diffidence, "I—happened to be passing along this way, and so—er—as I was passing this way, I says to myself, says I, 'I'll just stop into the shop a minute.'
puhekieltä Mistrust, distrust, lack of confidence in someone or something.